Chances are, you’re not going to be alone forever.
Start spending more time with you. Laugh at your own jokes. Luxuriate in solitary silence. Walk. Read. Pamper yourself. Be as filthy and disgusting as you please. Learn the comfort of your own embrace. It’s a cliché but it’s true—you will love better once you’ve fallen in love with you. Sleep sprawled on the bed. Snore. When you wake up make eggs and bacon and eat them in bed on your own. Find things—big and small—that you love doing and do them everyday.
Focus on your job. Find a hobby. Do whatever the hell you want. Because when that day comes—the secret day you hold onto in the hidden recesses of your guts—you will have to compromise. You will have to think of someone else whenever you make a decision. You will have to share your bacon, and maybe they wont like it crispy besides, and you’ll have to adapt. You will have to sleep wedged between someone’s limbs. It wont be better and it wont be worse; it will be different, and you’ll have to learn to love it too.
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Hehe, hello little girl you are so cute! :)
oh..! im so happy..! alhamdulillah.. i’ve finally gotten a job that pays me well.. i cant wait to take my Mama to interesting places, treat her to good food, good fun and just enjoy life a little more! insya’Allah..
Andy and i broke up. his Mama have been messaging me which makes moving on from him a little too hard… but well, Syahirah have been giving good advices and i have to remember and keep telling myself that i will find someone better. insya’Allah. i have to be strong. i know who i am and i know i am a good person.
Jeevan have been a great friend too. that time, it was already late like 10 coming to 11 pm and when he found out that i was all alone outside, he wanted to accompany me saying that i shouldn’t be alone. he said that its no trouble for him and all… but i was waiting for Andy so i said that he probably shouldn’t.
i shall be happy! :D
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Mum, what have i done for you.. what kind of daughter am i.. im sorry i got distracted at ITE and didnt get to finish my goal. )’;
im trying to make things right now. for you, Mum. i will do it okayy.. for us? im sorry it took this long. you know me.. a very emotional person. but im alone on this. so please understand. i will do it once again. tomorrow, i will give my all. i will make sure, i will get to see you happy. okayy? dont give yourself any reasons to be unhappy.
Sis, i know you can be cold towards me. but whenever im at my lowest, youre always there for me. im sorry for making you unhappy at times. but you dont worry too. i will be there for you like ive always been there for you. i will never stop being there for you.
Andy, thank you for giving me a chance to be in your life. to learn from you. for tolerating my childish ways. i will try my best to make you happy. ive never understood why people should be in relationships. but you, you define what love is to me. now i understand why relationships are essential in a person’s life. i love you.
i will do this for myself. to make the people around me happy. most importantly, to make myself happy.
Luca is here! ^.^ (by Nina =^^=)